You pull the arrows from my back
And soothe the wounds with love.
Reminding me of God’s concern,
His guidance from above.
I wake up in a nightmare
And realize it’s true.
This pain is still continuing
But then my eyes find you.
You’ve been there all along, asleep.
I wonder what you dream.
I pray you dance in floral fields
Where peace and laughter stream.
May happiness find and follow you
Through a long and healthy life
And may the most deserving man
Take you as his wife.
May the hands of little children
Tug upon your dress.
Their wondrous eyes reflecting
My source of happiness.
I could never give you
All that should be yours.
My time is insufficient
To open all the doors.
Someone else will have to do
The things I wish I could.
A man that offers youth and size
And wealth and fatherhood.
But, I can hold you until then
Proud that you’re with me.
And talk of love and friendship
That lasts eternally.
And we can sing and we can laugh
Looking back with tears,
Then, looking forward with a smile
To well-earned happy years.
Will we share them, you and I?
Or find them far apart?
Never knowing what transpires
Touching just by heart.
Could I ever bear to say
"Goodbye my dearest friend.
Have a long and happy life,
I'll see you at life's end!"?
I don't want to think about
The future in that way,
So, every night I'll pray that you
Will stay for one more day.